As pianists, we are ever mindful of our hands and arms. Before proceeding, let me be perfectly clear: I DO NOT ADVOCATE PLAYING WHEN PAIN OCCURS IN THE HANDS OR MUSCLES ASSOCIATED WITH THE PHYSICAL MOVEMENT OF PLAYING. There are times, however, when we are dealing with pain in other areas -- physically or emotionally -- and do not have the luxury of canceling. These are the times that the show must simply go on. Here are a few things I learned that helped me play through the pain.
- Consult your doctor quickly. Pain is not normal and should not be ignored. A visit to the doctor can put your mind at ease, (hopefully) diagnose the problem, and provide information and relief from the pain. (At the time of this writing, my doctors and I have not determined the cause of my headaches. I'm taking comfort in the fact that some things have been ruled out and the pain is being effectively managed with medication.)
- Rely on your preparation. You learned the music when you were feeling better. You invested the necessary time to thoroughly prepare the repertoire for performance. Now is the time to have confidence in the process and allow some aspects of the music to happen automatically.
- Adjust your expectations. When feeling less than perfect, most musicians will not play as well as they normally would. Rather than becoming frustrated with the results, acknowledge the effect your health has on your playing and know that you will play as beautifully as you possibly can in the moment.
- Don't be afraid to ask for adjustments. Are the lights exasperating your ailment? Can an adjustment in the stage arrangement make movement less painful? You are an integral part of the performance, so ask for modifications. Those sharing the stage with you are probably aware of your health issues and want to be accommodating if at all possible for the benefit of the performance as a whole.
- Breathe! Now that the concert is under way, it's time to enjoy the music as much as you can. There's no harm in taking a cleansing breath on stage between movements or slightly extending your time off stage. If an extra moment allows you to communicate more effectively, your audience will graciously wait.
I hope none of you ever find yourself needing to play while in pain. If you do, take comfort that many times your audience will never know if you take the necessary steps to relax and give the best performance you can in the given circumstances.